Thursday, August 30, 2012

Patience



Patience
June 29th, 2009-July 9th, 2009
 Note: Another boring love tale ;)

Chorus 1:
Baby, I haven’t had much success in relationships,
So I’m asking you to be patient with me,
So I can come around to you’re town,
And make love to you, baby.

You are fine,
The way you’re pubic hair just
Pokes out of you’re unbuttoned shorts.
The way you won’t settle to sleep alone,
How you always want to cuddle next to me, baby.

When I go back home,
And you’re not there,
I start to get depressed
Cause I don’t have you’re little
Body here in my arms to hold.

Chorus 2:
I haven’t had much luck
In relationships so far.
So, I’m asking you to give me a chance
To make you happy in life
And be your only man.

Baby, I can’t think of what
I would do without you.
There is so much pain,
There is so much fear
In this world.
I don’t want to be alone
Anymore.

Repeat Both Choruses

Friday, August 24, 2012

Marky


Marky
June 29th-July 14th, 2009
This one is a hiarious old,
love poem lol.


Chorus:
Marky, Marky, Marky
Oh baby, how I’m hooked on you.
Ever since the day we met,
I’ve got my mind set on
Making you happy.
There is nothing I want more
Than your naked body in my bed right now.

When I walk down the street,
I start thinking about you,
And all I want to do is see you again
And hold you all night.

I will gladly go the distance for you.

Chorus

I always want to see you again,
Whether I’m at work, or school,
Or just alone at home.
You’re the greatest thing that’s
Ever happened to me,
And I don’t want to lose you…
To somebody else.

I will gladly cook, clean,
And do you’re  laundry for you.

Chorus

I’ve met a lot of guys in my day
But you’re personality tops them all.
There is no other penis in the whole wide world,
That I want to please quite like yours.

Thursday, August 23, 2012

My Haiku


My Haiku
August 5th-August 25th, 2009
This one is explicit,
but its still funny. :)

My haiku for you…
Is not a love poem.
It’s how I want to fuck you,
And make your sheets soaking wet.

Baby, I know you’ve been dreaming about me,
You’ve been going too long without a fuck like me.
You freak out over little travesties
And you don’t know why
You find yourself wide awake at night
When you know you should be sleeping.

Baby, you should know by now,
That I could make you satisfied.
I’ll fulfill you’re wildest dreams.
If I was inside you,
I could chase all that frustration away.

Baby, I’ll hold you so tight,
I will make you’re boredom disappear,
I just want to make you
Shake and shiver with ecstasy.

I will lay with you
All night long,
I just want to be
With you baby.
Nobody else I know
Makes me feel the way you do.

My haiku for you is…
Not just a love poem…
It’s my want and desire
To have you deep inside me.

Baby, you know I’ve been struggling without you,
I can’t sleep at night
When my hearts’ broken,
I get mad when I can’t touch you,
I have to cry myself to sleep.
Baby, if you were only inside me,
I’d sleep until tomorrow,
I don’t know why you make it so complicated?
Why can’t you just come over to my house?

Baby, I know I can satisfy you,
I’ll give you all the affection you can stand.
I will please and worship your penis
As long as you give it back to me,
And promise you’ll never leave.

Baby, you know I want it,
I’ve been begging you for a long time now.
If only you reached your hand  out to me,
You know that I’d be here for you.

Friday, August 17, 2012

Inside The Corporation


Inside The Corporation
August 13-August 15, 2009
 This is a great one!!! :)

There once was a company who started out small,
Then they got really big
By retaining lots of customers.
Time went by and
This company corrupted from the inside.

And as the storm clouds drew closer,
It was clear this company
Was no longer the king of the hill.

Hiding in a bathroom stall,
I’m hiding again,
Waiting for the perfect time to strike,
I’m waiting for the opportunity
To drop the bomb on them.

This company is in trouble,
Charging outrageous fees
For simple customer requests.
It amazes my mind that they
Still have so many loyal customers.
It blows my mind what
These terminals do,
Thinking they can always
Get away with being greedy.

These corporate cunts
Are watching me behind my back.
Making notes and
Monitoring my every move.

They set their rules and regulations
With extremist-black and white enforcement.
They expect us to be happy,
They expect us to perform
With no freedom at all.
They expect us to have no personality…

Combining the pressure that
This corporation puts on me
With my drive to not
Become poor and homeless,
I clinch my fists,
Come to work everyday.
And I sweat, And I cry
And I laugh hysterically…
This adrenaline inside of me
Keeps me running to the finish line.

Auto-In, Auto-Out,
Here comes another call,
We’re still in que,
And I’m losing my mind.

Now I go into quality review,
There goes another accusation.
They look at me with daunting eyes,
They never promote anybody.
They never give us a chance.

I see the light peaking in
From the cracked window
I know the way out---
And soon my plan will execute
And I will run away from you all.

Thursday, August 16, 2012

In A Split Second


In A Split Second
December 2008




Ever since you left our world,
This earth doesn’t seem so bright.
The trees don’t grow as high
And our spirits are suffering.

There was simply no sign
That you were dying…
There was no warning
That you could be in trouble.

Chorus:
All we can do now is put flowers on your grave,
And reminisce in the memories about you…
You were so beautiful, inside and out,
And nobody ever said anything negative about you.

Ever since you left
I can’t sleep at night just thinking about you.
You’re body was just so hot,
And your heart was even sexier.

There was simply no reason,
Why God would let you slip away from us.
There was no indication
That you would just fade from the world
In a split second.

All we can do now is put flowers on your grave,
And reminisce in the memories about you…
You were so beautiful, inside and out,
And nobody ever said anything negative about you.

Bridge
With all the partying you did,
And all the steroids and party drugs you took,
It is no surprise to us now that you passed away.
However, we wish there was some message
That God could have sent us,
So that we could’ve helped you recover…

But you’re story will live on as
An inspiration to others…

All we can do now is pray…

Friday, August 10, 2012

Growing Up


Growing Up
February 23rd, 2009
This could be dedicated
to what's going on in today's
world. 

Why has the world gone dumb?
Why do we still hurt each other,
When we know it will come back to haunt us?
Why do we gamble our time and money
When we are already winning at the game of life?

I remember when I was a young kid,
I use to think the world was such a beautiful place,
With the green trees sitting in the sunshine,
With the feel of the wind across my skin.
Life used to be so simple,
I didn’t even have to work 40 hours a week,
I didn’t have to worry about losing money,
It was so easy to smile then.

Today the world is coming to an end,
Because we couldn’t find a way to mend.
One persons’ grudge upon us has
Left both of us wounded for ages.
Every time we try to get along,
We just get farther and farther apart.

Why do we stone our own brothers?
Why do we constantly judge each other
But don’t pass judgment on ourselves?
When are we going to be able to co-exist peacefully?

It seems it doesn’t matter what year it is,
We always find a way to smash someone’s face in.
I remember when I was younger, I use to talk
To people who had been rejected by their families and friends
Just because they were a little different
And just needed a bed to stay warm in.
I learned the bitter truth from a young age,
And that is that you have to really take care of yourself.

Today the world is coming to an end,
Because we can’t find a way to mend.
One Mis-Interpretation from the bible
And suddenly we are ripping each others’ heads off.
Every time, we try to have a valuable
Conversation about this subject,
We end up reaching for our gun.

Thursday, August 9, 2012

Free


Free
April 12th, 2009-April 26th, 2009
This one is a nice change  from the others.

Life has become hard on me,
Life tries to make me dis-believe
That any of my dreams are possible.
I’ve gone around in circles
Just conceptualizing how to get it right
And I know I won’t make
The same mistakes I did before.

I seemed to grow up just fine,
And, I’m thrilled I live by myself at last.
I finally feel I’m getting
The respect I deserve
After years of suffering in a depressed world.
There’s no more human beings who
Can bring me down anymore.

Nowadays, I just laugh at my critics,
Because I am free.

Today the sun is shining,
And I can thank the forces of nature
For the love inside of me.
Once I was down,
But now I’m up on life
Prepared for my next adventure
And hungry to take over the world.

I seemed to grow up just fine,
And I’m thrilled I live by myself at last.
I finally feel I’m getting
The respect I deserve
After years of suffering in a depressed world.
There’s no more human beings who
Can bring me down anymore.

There’s so much energy I feel within…
My soul.

Sunday, August 5, 2012

Escape


Escape
January 24th-January 25th, 2009


1
I had to fight for the dreams I believed in,
I had to battle just to live the way I wanted.
With all the things that I went through,
It seems I’m better off without you.

2
You thought you could just use and re-use me
But I found a way to break free.
I never looked back and I never regretted
The day that I left you in the dust.

Today, I’m feeling down
About my lack of social life,
But I refuse to cave in,
And I refuse to settle for less.

Today, I’m a little depressed
Cause the snow has me trapped inside.
But, I won’t cry my eyes out,
I know, I’ll be back in the spring.

I have so many things going good for me
That I won’t focus too much on the negative.
As long as I have a pen and a paper,
Then I know I can do constructive things
In this world.

Repeat 1
Repeat 2

My dating life may not be off to it’s best start this year,
But I know there will come a time
Where I get to go on a roll
And not have to worry about disappointment.

I may not have been in school lately,
But I’m going to school tomorrow
And I believe I will do just fine,
As long as I block out every negative thing you told me.

I have so many things going good for me
That I won’t focus too much on the negative.
As long as I have a pen and a paper,
Then I know I can do constructive things
For this world.

Repeat 1
Repeat 2


I bet you can’t believe I pulled it off,
I bet you won’t believe it…
When I’m…making more money than you.

Friday, August 3, 2012

Dead End


Dead End
June 24th, 2009
An older poem in dedication
to the recession.


Oh how this recession has affected me.
I’m a old man living in a small town,
I have no friends nor family
Nearby to lend me any support.

I have no car on which to drive,
Nor are there any train tracks
That come through this place.

It appears I’m stranded
With nowhere to run and
Nowhere to hide.
Ever since the day I was laid off,
I’ve been struggling
To keep my head above water.
Oh how this recession has affected me.

Everyday I check the newspaper,
To find myself a job,
Everyday, it’s the same in my home town,
There are no jobs left,
There are no dreams
That I can hold onto anymore,
There is not a single soul that I can
Cuddle next to late at night.

I guess I’m stranded
On this ship at sea going nowhere,
There is no final destination,
There is no lover of mine waiting for me
To come back home.
Oh how this recession has affected me.
Oh how this depression has crippled me.

I use to believe in a world,
Where I would become successful and rich,
But now, I know that’s just a dream
And I can’t reach my potential
As long as I live here.
Oh how this recession has blinded me.

Thursday, August 2, 2012

Corruption


Corruption
July 24th, 2008-August 2nd, 2008
This is for a company I used to work for.

I still feel my heart beat loudly,
Still feel the shadows closing behind me.
Still remember all the anticipation I felt
Whenever I was employed by you.

I can’t remember what strength in my body
Helped me to stay there for so long.
I still remember every meeting
And every single invoice piled on my desk.

I try to hide my corruption inside
And block you from seeing my hatred.
Even with every puny thing you point out,
You can’t possibly discover this secret.

I still remember that day you pushed me,
And all the paranoia that followed.
Nobody there took it seriously
Or took action on my behalf.

I can’t remember what strength in my body
Helped me stay there for so long.
I still remember every altercation
And all the stress you put on my team.

I try to hide my corruption inside
And block you from seeing my hatred.
Even with every puny thing you point out,
You can’t possibly discover this secret.
Right now, I’m just having flash-backs
Of the bitter pain I experienced.
Nobody can tell me to settle down,
When they never suspect a thing…

I tried so hard to impress you.
I tried so hard to get paid what I deserved,
But in the end, I escaped,
And I ran to a better place.