Friday, March 29, 2013

Angel In Disguise



Angel in Disguise
10/18/2012


The little autistic angel hardly says a word,
dreams big thoughts of someday being a hero.
He is simple, honest and free
of any form of corruption or anguish
That his fellow brothers are in.
He believes the honest way of doing things
Is the only way to live your life.

Pre-Chorus
He walks through the streets of Ogden
easily irritated, but always trying to do the right thing,
He always goes the same route, always shops at the same store,
Always talks to the same people.
He only does what is completely and absolutely safe
in his mind’s eye.

Chorus:
He is an angel in disguise,
A blessing to all those who know him,
At work, he never thinks of himself,
He only does what he thinks would benefit his team.
And his team loves him so…

This little angel in disguise
Often gets hounded by men online,
But he just laughs,
And goes about his day,
In the most authentic way he knows how.
He knows he wants to find someone to love,
But doesn’t want to rush anything.
I know I’ve made many mistakes with men,
And I don’t want to be with another psycho,
If I can help it!!!

Pre-Chorus
Chorus

Before you try to judge me for what I did,
Or what I didn’t do, Take in mind,
That you haven’t walked these footsteps,
Haven’t had these choices to make,
Haven’t heard the lies they used to tell me,
And think I wouldn’t know.

You think I wouldn’t know?
When you whispered it while I was in the same room,
Yes, I’m quiet, but it won’t last forever,
Soon I shall get my revenge,
And I won’t be satisfied until your blood is on the floor.

Thursday, March 28, 2013

You're The One For Me



You’re The One For Me
01/17/2012

Yes, it’s true I write a lot of love songs,
But they’re just dreams and ideas of what love should be.
You are true to me,
And our relationship is real,
So, this poem is about you, my new love.

When it’s late at night, and I start to feel lonely,
I know there is one soul, that will take a walk with me,
And help ease my bored mind,
And interest me with his sense of humor.

The journey we have gone on together has been so sweet,
Just holding your hand and looking into the stars.
We’ve both been hurt a lot by our past relationships,
So, we must be strong, and mend our hearts together.

Chorus:
Sometimes, I cry over how happy you have made me,
But, I know our relationship has happened for a reason,
And, after I give you a kiss good-night, I know for sure,
That you’re the one for me.

I don’t mind buying things for you,
Because you’re over-protective of me,
And don’t want me to get hurt in life.
Whenever, I turn around, I’m surprised to see,
That you’re still by my side indeed.

In the movie theater, you always rub my legs,
And hold me tight,
And it makes me feel so special to be around you.
You’re never perverted, you’re never embarrassing…
And that is why I love spending time with you.

Chorus

No matter where I am living,
I’ll still have these feelings for you.
You and I both know I am going away
To hopefully create a new life for me…
But, I’ll do as I promise,
I will bring you to me,
Once I get back on my feet again.

Chorus

Yes, I know for sure now… You’re the only one for me!

Friday, March 22, 2013

You're Such A Fool!



You’re Such A Fool
09-01-2011

You could have had me,
But you were too into yourself.
I have my own points of view, my own feelings,
My own dreams, my own plans.
I don’t know why you think I want to get married today,
But, I think it’s just a game you like to play.

Pre-Chorus:
Oh you claim I’m the one for you,
And that you can set me free,
But, after we’re done being friends,
You simply say the same words to another soul,
I’m just another victim to your lies.

Chorus:
Ohh you’re such a fool,
Didn’t see what you could have had with me.
If only you would have stopped pressuring me
To walk down that aisle with you.
Oh baby, don’t you see
We could have planned our future together,
We would have been rich together,
If only we could have taken it slow.
You’re such a fool.

We texted for a while,
And talked about our days,
And our similar goals together.
We were both call center agents,
But, on the side you were a dancer,
And I was the writer…
We could have made art together,
Oh baby…

Pre-Chorus
Chorus

Someday, I hope you grow up,
Stop looking for sex,
And start trying to find you’re one love…
I am optimistic that you’ll treat them with respect,
And not try to bring them down,
Or throw things at him,
Or make outlandish claims just to start a war!!!!

Ohh Christian, Christian, Christian… You’re such a fool!!!!

Pre-Chorus
Chorus

Thursday, March 21, 2013

Without You



Without You
09/11/2011


I’ve been sort of dragging myself through life this year,
Nothing much makes sense; it seems one test just leads
To another test that I must pass.
From the hospitalization to a new career I must survive,
From trying to date once more,
To striving to become more popular in Utah County.
Sometimes, it seems I’ve taken on far too much.
You know I could never live without your touch,
You left me without a word to my face,
And, I can’t find my way out of this place,
Unless, you’re over-protecting me.

Work is a curse; you know I know that,
After spending 17 of 21 months looking for work,
And, then finding an annoying Job once again,
You would think I would’ve given up,
But, I keep on pushing myself day after day.
I have my future plans, but that will take time to transpire,
And, my story may not inspire,
But, I’m one that’s still alive doing well putting my life together,
And hopefully finding the right the job eventually,
I know it will come true with perseverance
Sometimes, it seems I’ve taken on far too much,
You know I could never live without your touch.
You left me without a word to my face,
And, I can’t find my way out of this place,
Unless you’re over-protecting me!

I have never been good at making friends, especially at work,
I walk around like I’m the only soul on the planet, But the truth is,
I’m lonely, and I need someone to hold me all through the night,
This turbulent world doesn’t give me much of a break,
Doesn’t give me many places to hide from the war,
The war, this government has waged against our generation.
Sometimes, it seems we’ve taken on far too much.
You know we could never live without your touch,
You left us behind without a word to our faces,
And, we can’t find a way out of this maze,
Unless, you’re over-protecting us men.

I’m clearly not the same person since I moved down here,
I have a lot of drive, and a whole lot of fear.
That’s what keeps us gentlemen going in life,
We fight, and we complain, and we strive                                                    
To be the best of the best,
But, it doesn’t mean we’re invisible,
We feel the pain most of all.

Saturday, March 16, 2013

The One



The One
04-11-2011
Dedicated: All the homeless I’ve seen,
As well as the true potential many of us
Never reach.

Intro:
The one lives inside of us all,
He is simple but yet charismatic,
His light shines on others
Tempting them to not give up,
To reach their level of consistency
In hopes they can influence others
To someday become the one.

Sitting by myself on this lonely street,
No one pays attention to me anymore.
I was once a master of accounting,
Now, I’m playing marbles on the sidewalk
And digging through trash.

Some days it gets too painful
To think of the memories of what once was.
You start to cry cause
You can’t find a place to sleep,
Nobody will spare a dime…
It seems hopeless until you see him…

A bright shining light walking down the sidewalk
Who’s presence gives you inspiration to live again.
He reaches out his hand to you,
And asks you to tag along for a while.

Chorus:
He’s the one you met out of destiny,
He’s the being with enough strength to drive you,
He’s the character you’ve always longed to be,
And, you two are now inseparable.

Sitting alone at the park,
I’m too old to be recognized anymore.
I’ve fought wars, and I’ve spilled blood,
But it’s all been forgotten in this long life of mine.

Some days, it’s more than I can take,
To think of how technology has conquered all,
And how I just can’t cope with all these machines.
I liked it best when life was simple,
And people still would go outdoors,
And enjoy the fresh air…

And, then you see the one,
Like a glaring light in your eye,
That makes you blink suddenly.
And, he reaches his hang out to you,
With Angel wings on his back,
And asks you if you would like to go play checkers.

Repeat Chorus


Ohh, the angels of destiny pulled some strings
To get you two to meet at long last.
Both of you will benefit from the relationship,
Never will use the other,
And together, you will set one another… free!!!

Repeat Intro.
Repeat Chorus (x2)