Monday, May 28, 2012

Utopian Dreams


Utopian Dreams
December 10th, 2005
Dedicated to: anyone in any kind of relationship.


I rub your cheek,
Look in your eyes,
Kiss your lips softly
And you give you a hug.
We sneak into bed
With my arms wrapped around you
And fall asleep in utopia.

We live our life together; mostly alone,
Outside of the metropolis.
We work everyday to make ends meet
And we try to have a balanced social life.

Chorus:
We have a common connection,
A love no one can touch.
We feel safe in each others’ arms,
A place where no can hurt us.
Whenever I’m lost,
Whenever I’m hurt,
Whenever I’m sick,
I know who to turn to…

Even though we’re far away from our families,
We find strength and stability in each other.
Our relationship consists
Of caring, friendship, loyalty,
Respect, trust, romance and lust.

We love each others’ sexuality
And like to get crazy and play around.
We like a lot of different things
And are always open to new experiences.

Chorus

I wake up and you’re still sleeping, like usual,
Looking cute and naked as always.
I smack your sexy butt
And give you some lip.
You slowly start to wake up,
As you do, I walk to the kitchen.
I couldn’t be happier.

Sunday, May 27, 2012

Turbo-Charged


Turbo-Charged
March 27th, 2006-April 9th, 2006
Something I wrote for any project
at work, kinda funny really.

I’ve been working on this for so long,
That I might just break down inside.
Depriving myself of fun just for you
 to tell me I’m wrong
And that I have to re-do until it’s done.

I work all night,
And I work all day
Just to have the right
To do this thing my way.
We’ve got to fix every glitch
And re-hook every wire
Until we get this bitch
A work everybody admires.

Chorus:
And now time is running out
For us to find the solution.
It seems like everyday we get closer
But then along the way,
We encounter another problem.

Verse 2
Every-day I clock in,
But it seems like the list of demands
From my supervisor just keeps growing.
Every-day I have to listen to you complain,
About all the mistakes I make,
But, get no credit for the good things I do.

Pre-Chorus
Chorus

Bridge
If I don’t get a break soon,
I’ll probably break open inside.
If I don’t get laid soon,
Then I’m going to break-down and die.

Pre-Chorus
Chorus (x2)

Saturday, May 26, 2012

Tides of March


Tides of March
February 21st-February 22nd, 2006

The days of old are gone…
“I have been rejuvenated.”

I use to spend my nights crying over you,
At one time, you had hurt me so bad.
You used to take swings at me,
Just for your own ego and self-enjoyment.

I use to just plan out my revenge
And how I was going to get you back.
But, now those days are ending,
And I’ve risen to a higher place on earth.

Pre-Chorus:
I’m going to take you for a ride
& I’ll be the coolest person you’ve ever met.
Then, I’ll let you come inside
And show you better things yet.

Chorus:
The days of old are gone,
I have been rejuvenated.
The days of hate are gone,
I have been rejuvenated.

I remember all the times you walked all over me,
And, how I just stood there and took it.
I remember how I tried to be your friend,
But you constantly stabbed me in the back.

None of this was my fault,
You’re personality is just different than mine.
 It’s been a long time,
And I think we can get along fine now.

Pre-Chorus
Chorus

Bridge
The tides of march have swept over me
And all that I can see.
I’ve never felt high like this,
All you did was give me a kiss.
The tides of march have swept over me
And I was blind to see
What I needed all a long;
What I dream about all night long.

I have been…rejuvenated.
I have been rejuvenated.
I have been rejuvenated.

Chorus Repeat x2

Sunday, May 20, 2012

I Guess


I Guess
04/15/2012-05/20/2012
Dedicated to:  Memories Of Alex Papadopoulos
Brand New Poem. :)

Alex, I really loved you so,
So I don’t get why you had to lie.
I tried my very, very best with you,
So why’d you have to do your worst with me?

You always went too fast,
And I never understood why.
I tend to go slow in relationships
Like the tides of the ocean.
But with you, I made the worst mistake of all,
I let my guard down and let you into my life,
I was so happily engaged,
Until the truth made its way to my ears.

I guess I should stop complaining now,
And start to see someone else.
But, I’m still in love with you.
It’s so hard to start over from scratch,
When you’ve spent so much time,
And spilled so much blood,
Just to find the one that will be true to you.

The love we had for each other was once in a lifetime,
We can never go back to the start now.
The moments we shared together will be in my heart forever,
And, I’ll never love another man again,
Cause I’ll always be in love with you.

My family seemed happy with me,
But also a little concerned as we
We're rushing too marriage too fast.
It's so easy to be overwhelmed by love,
That you’re head gets lost in make-believe,
Where you don't have to worry about reality anymore,
and you ignore common sense.
You and I have certainly paid the price for this Alex.

I guess I could call you right now,
And yell at the top of my lungs,
But, that wouldn’t accomplish anything,
I would only be driving us further apart.
You try and ask me for a second chance,
But you’re smart enough to know
That it would never be the same,
I’d be holding grudges against you,
And you, my old friend, would still be
So intensely stuck in your insecurities.

The love we had for each other was once in a lifetime,
We can never go back to the start now.
The moments we shared together will be in my heart forever,
And, I’ll never love another man again,
Cause I’ll always be in love with you.

With every dream, comes that moment where you have to wake up,
And come back to face reality.
I’ve picked myself up again,
And carried myself to a better life after Alex.
I know eventually, I’ll find myself a real man,
But, I just don’t know why this relationship with you
Has affected me so deeply…

The love we had for each other was once in a lifetime,
We can never go back to the start now.
The moments we shared together will be in my heart forever,
And, I’ll never love another man again,
Cause I’ll always be in love with you,
My sweet Alex. J