Rapid Changes

Rapid Changes

08/09/2012

Dedicated to: My early

Ogden days.

I became so sick of life

That I was willing to take

A chance on anything.

So, when he invited me

Into his home in February,

I went in a heartbeat,

Because I wouldn’t have

To deal with family,

And I’d be free to roam…

And roam is what I did.

And, when I found that notice of eviction

On my door, I didn’t freak out,

Didn’t cry nor scream,

Instead, I shut mysell down

And, I became quieter than I ever had been before.

Rapid Changes affected me

To the point where my body

Couldn’t keep up with my soul.

It was difficult at first,

But I had to keep pushing

So that I could survive the test of life.

After you agreed to let me stay in your home,

I had a wedding to plan,

I had to start a new job,

I had dreams to fulfill.

I had to get my mojo back.

I loved you so much,

That it scared me,

As we continued on,

The road became very rocky

And eventually I knew I had

To leave you

And throw your ring into

The Ogden river.

I came so close to death the previous summer,

That I wanted so desperately

To find that one love that would be pure and sweet,

And so I dated, and dated, and dated some more…

In the end, I was just lied to, used and abused.

It was wrong of me to be as blind as I was,

And give my heart away to these worthless scums.

Ohh all these rapid changes

Are causing me to cry

So much that I’m making myself ill.

I’ve got to pull myself together now,

And keep pushing towards the future…

I decided to take a trip to my hometown,

And I met with the guy who saved me from disaster.

I spent some time with him,

And had myself a good time in the sun,

But, I told myself not to fall in love,

He’s married, you can’t do this to

Yourself any more.

As I laid myself down to sleep that night,

I dreamt of re-stabilizing,

And rebuilding my career

With my new friend by my side,

Putting an end to my pathetic dating life,

And living happily ever after.