Jealous Of Me

Jealous Of Me

10/28/2012

Going on and on in life,

at my own pace, my own rate,

my own way,

I never rush myself to my destination

I never follow rules,

I only follow the path

of the passion inside my soul.

Complaining about me only behind my back,

I can assure you it won't get you anywhere.

You whine about everything, every person,

and expect people to take you seriously,

but you don't realize you're just hurting yourself.

OH hurting yourself.

Chorus:

You're only jealous of me,

because I do whatever I want,

and I don't really give a dam

if you approve or not.

And you wish, you could be me sometimes.

When I lived in your house,

my life and my goals were a disaster,

I was all over the place,

when it came to looking for work.

Me and your son we used to fight,

over the tiniest little things,

and eventually, I found much more success by moving away.

And, I know, that this really bothers you still,

because in your mind, I somehow still owe you money, ha.

Pre-Chorus

Chorus (x2)

I can't apologize when it's out of my control,

Everybody has to make important decisions,

and not everyone is always going to agree

with the choices I made when I was rock-bottom,

and I had nowhere else to go...

I had to get away from you.

Chorus (x2)

I Guess

I Guess

04/15/2012-05/20/2012

Dedicated to:  Memories Of Alex Papadopoulos

Alex, I really loved you so,

So I don’t get why you had to lie.

I tried my very, very best with you,

So why’d you have to do your worst with me?

You always went too fast,

And I never understood why.

I tend to go slow in relationships

Like the tides of the ocean.

But with you, I made the worst mistake of all,

I let my guard down and let you into my life,

I was so happily engaged,

Until the truth made its way to my ears.

I guess I should stop complaining now,

And start to see someone else.

But, I’m still in love with you.

It’s so hard to start over from scratch,

When you’ve spent so much time,

And spilled so much blood,

Just to find the one that will be true to you.

The love we had for each other was once in a lifetime,

We can never go back to the start now.

The moments we shared together will be in my heart forever,

And, I’ll never love another man again,

Cause I’ll always be in love with you.

My family seemed happy with me,

But also a little concerned as we

We're rushing to marriage too fast.

It's so easy to be overwhelmed by love,

That you’re head gets lost in make-believe,

Where you don't have to worry about reality anymore,

and you ignore common sense.

You and I have certainly paid the price for this Alex.

I guess I could call you right now,

And yell at the top of my lungs,

But, that wouldn’t accomplish anything,

I would only be driving us further apart.

You try and ask me for a second chance,

But you’re smart enough to know

That it would never be the same,

I’d be holding grudges against you,

And you, my old friend, would still be

So intensely stuck in your insecurities.

The love we had for each other was once in a lifetime,

We can never go back to the start now.

The moments we shared together will be in my heart forever,

And, I’ll never love another man again,

Cause I’ll always be in love with you.

With every dream, comes that moment where you have to wake up,

And come back to face reality.

I’ve picked myself up again,

And carried myself to a better life after Alex.

I know eventually, I’ll find myself a real man,

But, I just don’t know why this relationship with you

Has affected me so deeply…

The love we had for each other was once in a lifetime,

We can never go back to the start now.

The moments we shared together will be in my heart forever,

And, I’ll never love another man again,

Cause I’ll always be in love with you,

My sweet Alex. J

GOP

G.O.P

06/28/2012

Dedicated to: A series of republicans

Who failed to move me.

You go on and on in life with no regards for intelligence,

Always holding your bible close to your chest.

Preaching to your kids how to live a sin-free life,

But never taking your own advice.

Always the homo-phobe (hypocrite) ,

You constantly think about men all day,

But never have the guts to come out of the closet,

And accept what you are to your family, friends,

Community, and your voters.

Chorus:

This is how you were raised,

You were never taught how to cry,

Never taught the value of honesty and integrity,

Instead you were taught how to cheat, get ahead

And win!!!

But, god has a way of evening the score,

I promise you that!!!

You keep your shot-gun in your closet,

Always threatening your neighbors with it,

But never actually pulling the trigger,

Eternally obsessed with violence,

You Keep livestock hung on your wall as a trophy.

Never possessing the ability to love a soul.

You can only love your guns, swords, knifes, grenades…

Things that you used to destroy your enemies

In the war, war, war, war, war!!!!!

Repeat Chorus

You’re always the hypocrite,

You could never show real emotion,

You could never cry,

Like you’ve been wanting to for years.

You could only slap and abuse her.

You should have asked for help long ago,

But it’s too late now to save your corrupt soul.

Ohhh… I know this poem will offend many,

But, the truth had to be said, and the republicans

Of today’s politics need to be exposed for the villains

That they truly are, they must be fought,

They must be defeated,

And they must be thrown out of office.

Greatest Revenge Of All

Greatest Revenge Of All

02/22/2013

So now, I've finally finished it,

didn't spend as long as my other books.

I spent a lot more time working,

had more money this year, than any of the

previous years than I can remember.

I guess that's the point of this little essay,

It's not a poem really,

It's really just a declaration,

of the truth.

Revenge of The Exhibitionist is about

Making good and bad decisions,

Throughout your life,

All the characters in this story

Are me, but on different levels

And at different times in my life.

Over the past year,

I became a better person.

I was able to help people

that we're in need,

Just as people helped me

in ways I was in need.

It's a constantly revolving cycle,

everybody does their part,

Everyone is equal,

no one is better than the other.

Although there will always be

moments where I feel pain,

moments of being upset,

I had a great time

writing Revenge Of The Exhibitionist.

I hope this inspires you to reach your dreams,

whether it's writing a book,

graduating from college,

or become more financially stable.

Cruzin For A Bruzin

Cruzin For a Bruising

10/14/2012

You and I we came together out of destiny,

And we were drawn to each other's friendship,

And so we love each other not by choice,

But because it was meant to happen.

When I use to be on your team,

I was always trying to impress you

With my charming personality,

And my cunning wit,

But now you've moved on

To another department,

But no matter what,

you will always be my favorite.

Chorus:

Buddy, I know what they did to you wasn’t quite right,

But, sometimes in life you have to be strong and learn to move on.

Since I’ve been there before, I’ve offered my help when I can,

And will continue to do so, because I love you so much man.

Nowadays, you’ve moved onto to another town,

To another job, to another home, to another life…

But, we still talk a lot together about our lives and goals,

And where our passion lies.

I’m older, and a little more responsible,

So I always aimed to be a positive, mature force in your life.

Someone you could look up to.

When I use to be on your team,

I was always trying to impress you,

With my charming personality,

And cunning wit.

But now you’ve moved on

And left this place,

But, no matter how far away you are,

I just want you to know that I love you man.

Chorus

We both have gotten in trouble before,

Been given a ticket by the cops.

We’ve both been robbed before,

And become so angry over being used,

Badly wanting to go on a shooting rampage.

Of course, everyone has their differences,

But sometimes I think,

Wouldn’t it be fun to get our revenge together?